Monday, February 12, 2007

Crossroads



I'm finding myself at a place where I have never been before in my life! I do not know how to handle it, I do not know what to do.

I am torn between my heart and my head. On the one hand full of exitement for what lies ahead, and on the other hand dreading what lies ahead.

I guess it's one of those 'grown-up' things that all the 'grown-ups' talk about: "It's all part of growing up, you know!"
Right now ... I don't want to be a grown up. I want to that little girl, playing in the bamboo bush again. I do not want to make this dicision, I do not want to hurt someone to get ahead. I want to get out of this trap called life, and just live!

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

No one can predict to what heights you can soar, even you will not know until you spread your wings.

And no-one has the right to clip your wings!!

Lani said...

I've known you my whole life. And in all the years that I've known you you took life in it's stride. You worked hard to get where you are. You're one the strongest personalities that I know.

So even if this decision is tough, even if it might have some undesirable conciquence, I know you'll get through this with not a single strand out of place.

And even if something DOES go wrong, you still have us all to turn to. But I doubt that will be necessary.

Love you, good luck!

Anonymous said...

My oh my... I can sooo relate with that feeling.

Luckily I know you, and even though right now you don't see the silver lining, I have not even one little doubt that you will - soon enough.

Don't compromise your dreams... NOT EVER!